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LETTER 5

from From the pit LP by Hurty eldeen

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It’s almost five
It’s cold outside
I shake, I just need to write
Like the good old times
So many things to get off my chest
But there’s no fucking time left
I just had this peaceful flashback
She playing myazaki inside
On the school’s piano
And I guess time froze
Castle in the sky slowly caressing my ears
The nostalgia in the notes, the soft melody
I was pushed into sleep
Slowly put uncounscious
And then the memory
Deforms into the blur

I can’t stop thinking about it
I don’t know why I’m just crying
She hated me like all kids did
But she gave me this simple gift
That would turn out to be
The greatest gift anyone ever gave me
A glimpse of hope in the daily atrocities
I was not really clean
Heroin on the backseat
And I would sting myself
Just to find an escape
Cocaine and suicidal mood
Cobain’s shotgun, misunderstood
And the blood on my pyjamas
Was becoming maroon
Pray to god that some of the scars
Are gonna heal soon
And when the sun was getting down
Somehow I knew it was time
I was getting into its arms
And lines were slowly drawn on mine
And the street was swallowing me
And I didn’t notice
And then when the piano gently began to sing it hit me please

just pray for me
I swear it’s not selfish
Still into molly
I couldn’t stop it
I can still hear the screams of the pit
The lifeless corpses packed up in piles
There’s a gloomy irony to it
The bodys pierced up by the larvas
Worms inside their heads
Can’t escape the dread
It’s frightening in the end
What heroin did to our brain
All we needed was some love
But people were afraid
The polaroids of the past
Now just a void, sad and black
The seven I gave
Made them run away
I can comprehend
Still hard to listen
I swear that things will get better
I hope you trust this letter
I won’t say see you later
Don’t think it’s gonna happen
cuz now I have to run again
So many things I have to say
But please believe
Please believe me when I say
That one day, at last
We'll be together

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from From the pit LP, released September 4, 2019

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