1. |
KETTER
03:21
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(only track where the lyrics have no fucking point)
I fell in your arms
Little liquid, little sting
That's in my brain
How could it be...
Could it be...
No saturation
Saturate me
Make me a bitch
Make me something
That's just grimy
That shit's so grimy
Push the juice inside your arms
That's a game you lose
No matter what
I'm trashed
I'm trashed
Yeah I'm trashed
Yeah I'm trashed
See you in the next life
See you in the next life
See you in the next life
See you in the next life
Ketter...
Ketter...
Ketter...
Ketter...
I'm trying to catch you
You run too fast
I'm trying to catch you
You run too fast
Catch it before it sinks
Catch it before it sinks
Catch it before it sinks
Catch it before it sinks
KETTER
make it bad
KETTER
make it back
KETTER
make it back
KETTER
KETTER
That's how we...
Created your children, god.
You're not ready for the future, are you ?
Cause I'm not ready too.
Call mephistopheles
That's the end.
KETTER
make it bad
KETTER
make it back
KETTER
make it back
KETTER
KETTER
KETTER
make it bad
KETTER
make it back
KETTER
make it back
KETTER
KETTER
I'm so sorry nietzsche
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2. |
FLYING HEADS
02:11
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Tomorrow’s right now
Stop running away
Rippin my wings out
Until I’m okay
Do you remember when I
Was Movin in your insides
Cheap sex and sad films
I fell in the biggest lie
The pain will cease
The pain will ease
Lookin for peace in this messy
Pile of fake pieces
LSD in my head all day
Don’t tell me no shit I’m okay
Alone with my sins
Away from the city
God is dead and they killed him
Cloudy head, sorry nietzsche
Do you like watchin me fall ?
Still waiting for your calls
This is for the people who sleep
Next to all their fallen teeth
This is for the people too cold
To feel their frozen feet
I will not try to die
I will lie when I smile
There is cocaine on the backseat man
Hide it so they don’t think we’re insane
What are we gonna say to the kids ?
Wash the sticky shit that’s in your veins.
When the street sitting LP was released
I had dreams still and it was an exit
From this shitty life I’ve been trying to quit
Sorry when you’re in hell you can’t come back
Sleeping in urine and not gettin out
Let me slit your wrists so I can warm myself
With your hot blood filled with drugs and percocets
What are we gonna say to the kids ?
What are we gonna say to the kids ?
What are we gonna say to the kids ?
What are we gonna say to the kids ?
At least we tried ?
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3. |
HEROIN SHOT
02:15
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Imma do it the HAAAAARD WAY
No heroin
Imma do it the HAAAAARD WAY
No heroin
Stuck in my head
You're all I think about
I'm laying instead
Of getting out
I need to quit this
Yeah, it's eating me from the inside
Yeah, I need to quit this
It's eating me from the inside
Crawling leeches
Suckin the poison they can find
My arms are rottin
I need to quit this
But rehab's fuckin'
Rehab's fuckin' expensive
yeah
Imma do it the HAAAAARD WAY
No heroin
Imma do it the HAAAAARD WAY
No heroin
Imma do it the HAAAAARD WAY
No heroin
Imma do it the HAAAAARD WAY
No heroin
[Beat switch]
Look at that, how I feel down
Alma must be very proud...
That's my fall, do you like what you see ?
You sick fuck, enjoying the death of a junky
But I understand you know
It's entertaining you know
It's funny to see you know
Look at him he's dying you know
Stroking a dead rat with my bare hands
Corpses with serringes in their veins
Let me be this fucking waste I've always been
You won't wake up from this dream...
you won't wake up from this dream...
Cuz I'mma do it the hard way
Locked in the room, strapped to a chair
Hard way...
I need to quit this
I need to quit this
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4. |
BREAF
02:40
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Hey my name is hurty
I'm trying to make it
In an industry that hates me
Going up, going down
Heroin feels better
When it's taken underground
Just wait 'till I become a memory
You know, I never went over it
I guess there's nothin' left to do.
I guess some people hate me more than I do
I'm a man with nothing to lose anymore
I lost everything now turn the lights off
I'm a man with nothing to lose anymore
I will never be able to sort this stuff
I'm a man with nothing to lose anymore
I lost everything now turn the lights off
I'm a man with nothing to lose anymore
I will never be able to sort this stu-tuff..
I've just finished my only meal
It's been months since I've eaten any meat
I'm not on drugs yet yeah
I'm trying to quit it but I can't... yeah
I've been sleepin' in the trash cans I find
I may have slept in yours one time
I don't know, I don't count
Except when it comes to money
I count every cent, life ain't free
I guess labels didn't listen
We shape music but they shape us
The heroin I've taken, the food I've eaten
They don't fit there line up, but I hope
Someday we will shape a new wave
Stop trying to fit in, stop tryna be slaves
Maybe we'll create sounds so vile
They could only hate it
We're the new punk
We don't need them !
Until we'll be bought by corporate fucks
Dollars are sad art locks
Months ago, I was all ready
To become a musician
To pay my mom a house she deserved
To pay for all the people I've wronges
But life's expensive, I can't do it with these songs
Yeah, I'm too weird, I'm too violent, too edgy
I'm a teenager from the mind to the body
Am I worth the investment ?
Am I worth it ?
I'm a man with nothing to lose anymore
I lost everything now turn the lights off
I'm a man with nothing to lose anymore
I will never be able to sort this stuff
I'm a man with nothing to lose anymore
I lost everything now turn the lights off
I'm a man with nothing to lose anymore
I will never be able to sort this stu-tuff..
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5. |
PARKING LOT
01:42
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[weird stuff]
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6. |
COLD CHICK
02:41
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Black pills,
Black sleeves
I’m in
Your sick
Spiders
Larvas
Flour
Flower
Roses
Black spines
White veins
Blue sky
Hot drink
Rusty
Throatfuck
Hungry
Seringes
Oranges
Bloody lips
Rusty cheeks
Green pussy
Throbbing dick
Bloody lung
Black and sick
Guts falling
Appalling
They dancin
Devil sings
Flying heads
From the pit
And it bled
From the pit
Some questions
No answers
Bloody rush
Bloody pulse
White green shins
Purple skin
They askin
Listenin
They comin
To get me
I’m going
To the pit
From the pit
i hear them
From the pit
Same again
From the pit
Not insane
I promise
Not insane
From the pit
Black pills,
Black sleeves
I’m in
Your sick
Spiders
Larvas
Flour
Flower
Roses
Black spines
White veins
Blue sky
Hot drink
Rusty
Throatfuck
Hungry
Come to me
Come pick me
Strangle me
Strangle me
I miss you
You sick bitch
You ruined me
You ruined me
Demons on
The ceiling
Vibrating
Directions
The screaming
Deafening
Increasing
Red blue green
There’s vomit
I’m screaming
I’m shaking
Intense pain
Cold hot wet
Cold hot sweat
Go away
It won’t go
I’m dying
I won’t know
I’m dying
Bang my head
Hard enough
Til I’m dead
I’m screaming
It won’t go
Not stopping
I don’t know
I’m dying
Cold turkey
Cold turkey
Morphing hands
There’s no end
There’s no end
THERE'S NO END
Black pills,
Black sleeves
I’m in
Your sick
Spiders
Larvas
Flour
Flower
Roses
Black spines
White veins
Blue sky
Hot drink
Rusty
Throatfuck
Hungry
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7. |
THEY ARE RISING
02:46
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Through the skulls of the poor
Being smashed on the floor
Bones black blood on your feet
Jacking of like a dog
Your eyes move everywhere
Looking for approval
The crowd claps you and cheers
And now you want to run
But the bars
Open in an hour
They’ll rise up
They’ll rise up
They are risin
They are risin up
Hide
Sucking the nasty milk
From the red devil’s tits
We’ll make you eat concrete
Get away from that street
Being swallowed, sucked in
Are you scared of this shit ?
They’re lyin, they’re lyin
You are not scared of this
They’ll rise up
They’ll rise up
They are risin
They are risin up
Hide
Seven meters of height
Corpses packed up in piles
Puttin fire to bastards
Spitting on the cowards
« I know a way to hell »
Said the man painted black
« Satan is hiding in plain sight »
Follow the fucking line
They’ll rise up
They’ll rise up
They are risin
They are risin up
Hide
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8. |
USED TO IT
03:07
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Puke blood, lick it
The floor, this shit
It’s not worth it
Ain’t it
Heroin acid
Your bod flacid
They all got rid
Of it
Bloody fingers
Body heater
Only bitter
Horrid
Flat life, flat line
No point, futile
Living device
Walkin
Put it, this nail
Just to feel pain
I’m lame, I’m dead
Sorry
Make me your bitch
If I was rich
I would still be
Fallin
Why is this shit
Spinnin spinnin
Spittin sticky
Poison
Oh you get used to it
Oh you get used to it
Smash it hammer
The axe murder
This went over
Your head
Slow drive, inside
Red teeth, slow gasp
Twitchin, apart
All red
Gray bed, grey leaves
City concrete
I kill this bitch
Right there
This kid, grey face
Mirror reflect
Last thing I hate
Away
I breathe fire
Can’t get higher
The sky, liar
Invade
Black scream red eye
Covered in lime
Figuring out
Secrets
Stuck in the dread
Escape the dread
Before the dread
Gets you
Oh you get used to it
Oh you get used to it
Oh you get used to it
Oh you get used to it
Rape me, money
Falling black tears
Black pills, hard dicks
Help me
Needle, hurty
Make me something
I’m stuck, I’m sick
Of it
Drowning, screaming
Oxy, lacking
Let me, let me
In here
Rip my ribs out
Eat my insides
I’m stuck right now
The tape rewind
Clapping my ass
I’m petrified
Needles, I smash
My eyes, my eyes
No sky, no past
No time, right now
Stop that, it’s time
Rewind rewind
I want to die
I need to die
Please kill me now
I’ll never get
Out
Oh you get used to it
Oh you get used to it
Oh you get used to it
Oh you get used to it
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9. |
SPIKE BREAK
02:31
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Stop tryin to forget who I am
I can break doors, you can only slam
I can kill whoever I want to
Don’t fucking let the next one be you
I’m hidin in all the food you eat
In all the grey titans of concrete
I have the key to open your door
I can break you from the fucking core
Tell you grim stories of broken bones
I can call you I’m inside your phone
Spike
Spike
Break
Break your
Spine
Spine
Spine
Spine
Why are you scared of the fuckin truth
I can see you from the top of the roof
Cuz I know where you live
Yeah I know where you live
Spike
Spike
Break
Break your
Spine
Spine
Spine
Spine
All it takes for someone to fall off
Is just a little tap a quick push
I’m outside, please don’t let me break though
I’m not mad I just want to see you
See you when you break down in hot tears
Tear your limbs apart if you die here
Fuck you if you’re driving me crazy
The thoughts in my head are so hazy
Spike
Spike
Break
Break your
Spine
Spine
Spine
Spine
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10. |
DRAW ME THE MOON
00:50
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[ambient stuff]
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11. |
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Rip appart your ribs
Surrender to the divine
Bite your upper lip
My blood is your next wine
Drink the purple juice
Tie your fucking noose
That’s a game you’ll lose
Drink the purple juice
You belong to me
You belong to me
You belong to me
You belong to me
I feel the dagger to the spine
[switch]
It's not a room, it's a basement, maybe some sort of old military place where, you know, people come to buy, sell and take drugs.
The most important part of this place is the C room. It's a place where people pay to get some heroin or some meth. and then they can shoot it off in a large room where there are, I guess, 2 or 3 tripsitters.
Many people die there, since the heroin sometimes isn't the purest, there once was some krokodile, I think. Some overdose, some kill themselves, and some just... They just... Die...
The dead people do not get a proper burial, they don't even get to be thrown in a river. The members of the C room just throw the corpses in a gigantic room. It stinks, it's a dark, almost never lit place where corpses rot. A gigantic pile of human bodies, all filled with larvas, worms and just a soup of organs liquified by time. It's a terrifying sight. I once looked at it with lights on. There were bodies with green, purple, red and grey smudges splattered around, incomplete limbs rotting and being eaten by flies and worms. So much rats and so much bones. Dried blood on the floor and a smell that's impossible to describe.
However their faces were what got me the most. Just a frightning expression of inevitable dread and uncontrollable sadness and calmness. When I saw that, I was just waiting for my turn in the C room which I had been sleeping next to in the exchange of trying to tripsit twice a week. When I saw that, I was going ot take another shot of heroin. When I saw that, I flashed. I flashed on the floor. I flashed everywhere, disgusted, terrified, depressed, suicidal and trying not to die from a panic attack. Then I turned back, went next to the C room, having not been able to even feel fresh air for weeks. I got the heroin, shot it into my veins like nothing happened and nearly died in a bad trip.
I knew, just right after getting out of this trip, that I needed to quit.
I locked myself in a room for 2 weeks. "The hard way" as they call it. People fed me little to nothing, gave me something to drink but I was just locked, in a constantly lit room. Voices yelling in my head, stronger and stronger. Always screaming, I was crying, my skin was white and filled with holes. Just like a turkey. A cold turkey. I was completely broken. I still have nightmares of this experience, I often wake up in the middle of the night, shaking, shaking, shaking, shaking, SHAKING. Just shaking and crying and hearing voices screaming at me, telling me satanic stuff and then I cry and cry and scream and eventually get up to take something to ease me. Weed, alcohol or ecstasy.
I don't know how I could live without this shit.
A few days after I left. Messages I was getting almost everytime stopped being sent. Everything stopped. I turned on the news, and watched with disbelief something that destroyed me. The entire basement was burning and nothing would ever be found inside except burnt people.
Nothing will ever be known about the people who took drugs here. People will just be dumbfounded when they will found dozens of corpses buried in the ground, all lying there, with smiles on their faces, a smile that was left out just because it was the last thing a body could tell to us about this shit we had just lived : the last thing our body could do. It was to smile, smile at this absolutely absurd comedy. We just couldn't stop but laugh at this complete and utter failure our lives had become
Just
a
gigantic
failure
I wish someone had escaped the fire
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12. |
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13. |
LETTER 5
03:09
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It’s almost five
It’s cold outside
I shake, I just need to write
Like the good old times
So many things to get off my chest
But there’s no fucking time left
I just had this peaceful flashback
She playing myazaki inside
On the school’s piano
And I guess time froze
Castle in the sky slowly caressing my ears
The nostalgia in the notes, the soft melody
I was pushed into sleep
Slowly put uncounscious
And then the memory
Deforms into the blur
I can’t stop thinking about it
I don’t know why I’m just crying
She hated me like all kids did
But she gave me this simple gift
That would turn out to be
The greatest gift anyone ever gave me
A glimpse of hope in the daily atrocities
I was not really clean
Heroin on the backseat
And I would sting myself
Just to find an escape
Cocaine and suicidal mood
Cobain’s shotgun, misunderstood
And the blood on my pyjamas
Was becoming maroon
Pray to god that some of the scars
Are gonna heal soon
And when the sun was getting down
Somehow I knew it was time
I was getting into its arms
And lines were slowly drawn on mine
And the street was swallowing me
And I didn’t notice
And then when the piano gently began to sing it hit me please
just pray for me
I swear it’s not selfish
Still into molly
I couldn’t stop it
I can still hear the screams of the pit
The lifeless corpses packed up in piles
There’s a gloomy irony to it
The bodys pierced up by the larvas
Worms inside their heads
Can’t escape the dread
It’s frightening in the end
What heroin did to our brain
All we needed was some love
But people were afraid
The polaroids of the past
Now just a void, sad and black
The seven I gave
Made them run away
I can comprehend
Still hard to listen
I swear that things will get better
I hope you trust this letter
I won’t say see you later
Don’t think it’s gonna happen
cuz now I have to run again
So many things I have to say
But please believe
Please believe me when I say
That one day, at last
We'll be together
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